toi. wo. me.
name nguyen will
sex it's been a while...
infatuations
yale
bartenders at south beach
sex
lots of sex
having sex
not being without sex
making love
fucking.
food
eating food
the color red
orchids
daffodils
dancing to good music
dancing like no one's looking
making faces at myself in the mirror
kites
haribo gummi bears
trolli bright crawlers
trolli peachi-o's
going to bed knowing that you could sleep in for as long as you like
hurricanes
tornadoes
storm chasing
wearing as little clothes as possible
any type of berry
family guy
simpsons
being blunt
persimmons
queer as folk
antijokes
new york city
frappachinos (the bottled kind)
tapioca drinks/bubble tea
a-pop
80s musik
trance
good dance musik
classical musik
speaking vietnamese
making fun of the northern viet accent
mtv shows (bc the people on the shows r ridiculously retarded)
saying "FAAAACK BUSH!"
sex in the city
reciting family guy quotes
screaming random sexual terms in public to watch people's reactions
people-watching
dim sum
pho
banh cuon thit cha lua
being back in houston
dancing drunkenly in gay clubs
responsibility (hah!)
realizing im still immature in some aspects
self-analyzation
being true to myself
analyzing others
emotions
the beach
watching waves on the beach
dreaming of building a glass house (or at least a house with large windows)
waking up to sunlight shining on my face
pinching asses at the club and then, when the person turns around, pretending it wasn't me
reading on the crapper
clean bathrooms
being ocd about staying germ-free
jokes so stupid that they make you laugh anyway
laughing so hard that you cry and ur stomach hurts
idle time with friends spent talking about the randomest shit
summer nights swinging at the park at 2 in the morning
eating meals with people you love
being comfortable enough with someone where you can fart and it wouldn't be awkward
buying gifts for people and seeing the looks on their faces
holding hands
playing songs on repeat
falling asleep to musik
wallowing in emotions, good or bad (bc it makes me feel alive)
being free to do whatever i want
the urban life
seeing people get what they deserve
randomness
spontaneity
spirals
circles
watching the eye of a hurricane form on satellite imagery
song lyrics that speak to me
believing in ghosts and aliens (the universe is too goddamn big for us to be alone)
melodies that make me happy just by listening to them
butterflies
the feeling you get when ur expecting something in the mail and it finally arrives!
the weather channel
wtfpeople.com
playing with fire (literally...im a pyromaniac)
playing with fire (figuratively...life's more exciting that way)
burning ants with a magnifying glass on a hot summer day
drinking a nice glass of OJ or mr pibb first thing in the morning when i wake up (trust me. its the best tasting shit ever)
not brushing my teeth until after my first meal (regardless of the time of day)
brushing in the shower
speaking my mind...but never if it hurts someone's feelings...unless they reeeeally push me.
masturbating at least once a day (it's healthy for you)
eating raw meats (the redder the better)
sushiiii!
falling head over heels for someone who falls head over heels for you
waking up next to someone you really care about
cheongsams/qipaos
ao dai's
the gamelan (indonesian instrument)
curve for men
acqua di gio
how a smell can bring back memories of certain events or people
not taking life too seriously bc its finite
realizing that the life of this planet, the life of the sun, and even the life of universe is finite
having as much fun as possible with the life I was given
not doing my homework
not doing anything that makes me feel miserable
aspiring to be a weatherman on tv
being under a severe weather watch/warning
storms
a green sky
a purple sky
hail
watching trees sway in the wind
the philosophy of the boondock saints
wearing cute outfits
flare jeans
anything pinstripe
captain planet
the sailor senshi
scary movies
comedies
romantic movies
romantic comedies
being self-sufficient
being independent
treating people to meals
building houses in the sims
clean laundry
antibacterial wipes/soaps
putting self-righteous people in their place
the(romantic)chase
hermann park
the last 4 days of summer before i got to yale
getting my prostate massaged
pleasure of any kind
satisfaction
cosmology
being a bonafide scorpio
earning someone's trust and/or respect
being vindictive
exploring someone's body with my mouth
the feeling of butterflies in your stomach
sitting in the driver's seat
my mom
Vietnamese language
Mandarin language
talking any anything and everything, no holds barred
working out
im'ing on aim
east asian history (especially China and Vietnam)
im'ing on aim
facebook
flirting with both sexes
condemning religion but not spirituality
the smell outside after it just rained
the scent of a man's flesh
getting even
having no shame
astronomy
being a tease
playing hard-to-get
rooting for the underdog
embracing my inner child
using the word 'faggot' or 'queer' for the sake of ironic humor
keeping an open mind
keeping dark secrets
never trusting someone TOO much
wishing i had a better father
the feeling of lying down on freshly cut grass
looking at the constellations
wishing i knew what the milky way looked like from another galaxy
wishing i could travel to another galaxy (andromeda first!)
having frequent dreams of aliens abducting me and me always asking them to take me to their home galaxy
the smell of gasoline
the smell of semen (HEY! fuck u. don't judge.)
looking into someone's eyes and knowing that they love you just as much as you love them
spooning
cuddling
a good set of pecs
a muscular back
a bubble butt
having a man's weight on top of me
the look on someone's face when you're making out with them and u pull back and open your eyes and see that they still have their eyes closed and their mouth still slightly open
fellatio
getting rimmed
making people uncomfortable with blatant talk of sex
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Monday, April 30, 2007
The 30th of April...
Now playing: De Nuit - All That Mattered (Love You Down)
Ngay quoc han hay la ngay giai phong?
Day of National Shame or Liberation Day?
The monumental difference in perspective within one ethnic group is fascinating to the say the least. We, Vietnamese, are split. Those in America call today the former, those who still live in Vietnam under the Communist regime, the latter.
It's the day Saigon
fell to the Communists/
was liberated by the Communists,
ngay Sai Gon sup do/
ngay Sai Gon giai phong.
I express agreement with both sides, for varying reasons. It is, indeed, a VERY dark day of shame for those Viet Kieu who were forced to leave the homeland, but also one of celebration for native Vietnamese who for more than a thousand years lived under the domination of the Chinese, the Japanese, and the French. On this day, the country was reunited as an independent nation and for that, i cannot wholeheartedly say i disapprove.
i, however, still have an insurmountable amount of respect and sympathy for my parents' generation. the incomprehensible amount of hardships they went through to get us here, the debt we owe to them -- it can never be repaid. I am eternally grateful for their sacrifice.
...Though today will be universally mourned as a tragic and momentous day by all Vietnamese-Americans, I still like to look at the bright side. Of course, we Viet Kieu were also liberated on this day. We did end up in America after all, blessed with a life of opportunity, prosperity, and freedom.
 
wiLLay [
12:48 AM ]
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1 Comments:
i like reading this. it's a side we don't see.
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